Thursday, September 10, 2009

Id- Inevitable?

I got into Id, not into B. I mentioned that in my last post.

And I just thought it was interesting the reactions I got from some of my friends. They were all happy for me, 'cause Id is a good school. But one in particular... She said something like "Oh, well maybe you weren't meant to get into B. So Id is for the best!"

Now, I realize she was trying to console me, 'cause I really really wanted to get into B. But I thought it was interesting, first of all that everyone assumed that I was going to Id, but that she implied that since I didn't get into B the first time, it wasn't for me.

I'm not sure, in fact I know that isn't necessarily the case. Just because you fail something the first time, does it mean you give up?? Gosh, I hope your answer is no. I failed my driving test the first time, does that mean I'm not meant to drive? My first date didn't ask me to marry him, does that mean I'll ever get married?

Now I do trust that everything happens for a reason, and I'm pretty sure that's what my friend really meant. I trust God and know he has some things planned for me. Maybe I'm not meant to be at B right now. Maybe there's something I'm supposed to do/learn at Id. I don't know. I probably won't know 'till I'm watching my life over from the other side and go "Ohohoh!!! Ok. Now it makes sense!"

But I don't think just because you fail at something once, that it's not meant for you.

Friday, September 4, 2009

No B for me...

:'<

Well, I didn't get in to the school I wanted...

Needless to say I'm rather bummed. I really wanted to get in. I wanna do art, and they had the perfect program. <3 <3 And it was my fairytale school................... gr...

I did get into a companion school to it. Which is all well and good, but it doesn't have the art programs that I want. It has art... but more of a fine art/put-it-in-a-museum type... and that's really not what I'm going for...

And I'm not sure if it's just the mood I'm in, or really, but it just seems like the school I got into is... second...

-----*insert long break and talk with friend*----

Ok, much happier outlook...

The other School, we'll call it "id", has some really cool looking art classes. Coming from a small school that had about 7 art classes, it's enough to make me drool. <3
However, unlike B, I doesn't have animation... Illustration stuff, but no animation...

I want animation...

But, I did get into Id... And I think I would feel safe there... I just don't know if it's definately where I wanna go... gr...

So yeah... ^.^;



This is not the life I ordered!

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Who's speaking

Other religions rely on their power in speaking and their presence as they give an idea.

LDS people don't (usually) speak very powerfuly. We're more humble. We let the spirit speak.

Just my thoughts... Not trying to rag on any other religions. I think any religious person is a good person. I just was listening to something and thought of this.